From the Vault

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=imAZnm_jCNs

Sayonara

It's not hard to say goodbye to THIS yesterday.

Life is about experiences, yes - learning and growing, true.  However, I am still exhaling from an experience I could have done without.

You.  Oh, you know who you are.  Wait, you're probably not even looking at anything on the internet with words not pictures, that's right.

*I wish I could go back to the day before we met, and skip my regret." - Heather Headley

You ain't never lied, Heather.

I am glad that I am the person I am now, and not the person I was then.  Then, I was a person who would allow someone to intimidate, manipulate, abuse them in the name of love.  I didn't know myself, didn't love myself enough to know that I deserved better.

Well guess what fool, I know better now.  And there is NOTHING that you can intimidate me with now to make me even acknowledge your presence.  The only things I regret are the years I wasted on you.

I love growth, progress, mingling with people that I love and love me for me.  *exhaling*  This shit feels good.

A rambling missive, but I needed to get it out.

Asshole, I bid you adieu.

Music Makes Me Happy

....when most other things fail to do so.

Don't get me wrong, I have the same things to be grateful for that others cherish:  life, vested-ness, a job, great kids, a place to live.

But sometimes, damnit, that's not enough.  Sue me for not being uber-grateful 100 percent of the time.

Sometimes I need to channel my restless energy into Jeff Beck guitar riffs, the Boomer angst of the boss....or maybe even, the purely sexual intent of R Kelly.

You never know where my musical mood may land.  That's why I love music.  There are no limits.

Innagural Musings

mot·ley Pronunciation: \ˈmät-lē\

Function: adjective

Etymology: Middle English, perhaps from mot mote, speck

1 : variegated in color <a motley coat>

2 : composed of diverse often incongruous elements <a motley crowd>

At long last, I blog.

Motley seemed to be the best title....I am certainly composed of incongruous elements that don't usually make any sense (except to me).  

What will I talk about?   Being single, sexy and free.  With a splash of motherhood, politics and current events.

My journey begins - here goes nothing!